Welcome to Krixstal's World

I haven't really blogged for a long long time... but...

2010-03-18T09:11:00.000-07:00

Help me please somebody

RRAWRRR RAWRRR rawr rawr RAWRRR

My Princess, I am coming!

It's going to be a boring end of year...

2009-12-24T00:40:00.001-08:00

Then again, i'm not complaining. This year has been my best year so far.
What a difference......

WAIT STOP MING HAN STOP EMOING /SLAP

:P

Hahaha... it's just that, it's been so long since i can say the year was a good year (:
The only year without setbacks.... /lala~~

Even...

2009-11-10T09:02:00.001-08:00

Even with my insane optimism and confidence...

Even with those traits

I'm feeling worried and scared.

News of the gaming day

2009-10-26T03:11:00.000-07:00

Once i get my d2X back, i'll be starting a blog on it, which will be linked from my blog.

What happens when you're sitting here at 5.55 AM still awake...

2009-10-22T14:52:00.000-07:00

P.S: Sorry Shu Xian, guess i didn't go to sleep early after all

soooooooooo

When a girl goes crazy
She scares all her friends
Cheerful on the outside
Troubled on the inside
Monkeys and bananas abound~

the one who always disagree
just because i'm her big bro~
with cries of no
she never listens
and yet we are siblings

In Aussie in Msia
always the hard worker
robot she calls herself
which so entirely untrue
because a robot has no emotions
while she has too many

Always hungry
Always sleepy
Never like to plan~
Law was such a joy
until the books came

In msia she's the happy
in canada she's still happy
although she got robbed
she smiles and cheers
she also doesn't know why

stressed at work
loving acting
she's in troubles now
when the come comes
she'll be ok
but forever the laughters will go on

6 Ppl. Those reading my blog, try and guess. :P

Caring

2009-10-07T05:17:00.001-07:00

This is a quote from Medan from Dragons of Lost Star, Dragonlance

"If he had no care for his people, it would be different. But he did care, and the caring would kill him."

Which is the same for me. If i had no care about you two >< i would be well and happy.
But i care. I do care. Please...

I'm beside myself with worry for the two of you. My sister, and one of my best friends, or rather, my crush.

The good and the bad

2009-09-20T10:01:00.000-07:00

Very bad news

I think i've gotten sick. Sick in physical, sick of assignments, sick in wallet money (ok that's technically not sick but you get the picture lol)

Bad news

I hate assignments. I hate them....
AP rant: I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you HATE HATE HATE YOU YOU YOU

Good news

I can finally kick the stupid ACCC website out of my firefox. For good. FINALLY.
Hopefully.

Better news

The card is ready for ppl to sign.

Good news. (lol from top to btm)

The soft toy looks cute and wonderful in my (and others) opinions, and at 89 bucks it's actually quite cheap for that.

I found a working dark cloud 2 CD ~~~~ (awesome)

Bad news.

Said working dark cloud 2 CD is still in wormie's house because i forgot about it whoops

The card should have been ready 3 days ago before saturday

Worse news

The soft toy... costs... 19 bucks... according to Mei Wan
Was i scammed?
I hope not.

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End of post wheeee ~ I can't express how happy am i to be able to kick ACCC out of firefox forever ~

Anyone who has played this game before...

2009-09-10T06:59:00.001-07:00

will remember this picture. Or at least, be familiar with this picture.

HG/SS coming out in jap 2/3 more days? Awesome.

Welll

2009-09-05T02:29:00.000-07:00

Holidays are almost over... so a few things are in order.

A: This belt is worth 6000.
E: I'll pay you 8000!
A: ...Done.
E: YES! I got it in one try! I'm am totally the best haggler!

Lol at today's OOTS honestly >< haven't had a strip which made me laugh for so much before.

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Does anyone remember the lecture on procrastination? I think i procrastinated going to it XD
Seriously, MOB assignment pass up on wednesday (today is monday) and i haven't started LOL.

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Yesterday's trip was fun. Today's trip was fun, with one big difference.
Ouch ouch ouch. Damn you Marcus for not feeling the pain.
All 6 of us (Me, Karen, Dwayne, CV, Don and Mei Wan) woke up today with aches in our body lol. After so long of no sports (for some of us, no badminton), it's pain to play 2 and a half hour straight of it lol.

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I showed my mum a reciept, which i told her was lunch for 4 ppl (it's actually 6). She almost screamed at the price of RM 150 ++
lol
Japanese food <3

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"Perfect's car driving is perfect."
"no."

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Tomorrow Tomorrow Tomorrow
I can't wait

And i'm too lazy to start my assignment /cry
Procrastinates more XD

>< mood swings? more like thought swings.

2009-08-30T12:26:00.000-07:00

So a few days i get completely impatient, and tired of waiting.

And a few days i feel like i can wait forever.

This is confusing and tiring...

Lala~~

2009-08-22T23:26:00.000-07:00

2 months, 2 weeks, 2 days...
And it's still the same i think? Who knows
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So with that outta the way, what's there to blog about? To be fair, a lot of things, like assignments, but those are boring things that should not be blogged anyway.

So anyway, Sunday Class was boring like anything. Apart from Karen throwing small balls of paper at me, and Vittoria accidentally kicking me, but i still call it boring. Even Christin was closing her eyes.

Although it's better then yesterday. Imagine 2 people sleeping to the left of you, 2 ppl sleeping to the right of you, and 2 ppl sleeping behind you. Yeah, and i stayed awake. How the.

Well... VU night... incoming. With lots of surprises. Actually i still have 2 days more to decide since tomorrow I'm not going to Uni (lecture cancelled due to this weekend classes wooooo~).

So anyway. 2.30. Lol and in case anyone is wondering about "red eyes of insanity", that's the title of Reisen's theme...

and my red eyes when i was overworked / had not enough sleep drove two people insane looking at them. Amelia and well, me.

Amelia practically had that horrified look looking at them, and when i saw them in the mirror i knew i needed sleep no matter what :P

Unnniiiiiii

2009-08-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

No pictures... hmm... maybe i should steal them from Karen...

okiee so about Uni life.

Firstly, i have a horrible schedule, but that's kinda fixed by skipping Fridays XD.
I mean, why do i have a compulsory class every morning and evening apart from Monday ><><><.

So erm Nana to answer your question, i'm happy with my life currently, everything going all right, love life static, and so on. So answered in one sentence :P If you wanna read in more detail go on ahead!

So what about my subjects so far?

MOB - I'll be honest, i absolutely fear this subject for two reasons. The first is because of Hui Mei. The second is because i've already skipped two lectures (XD FRIDAY) and thus i think i've missed out a bit. But it looks quite easy so far though. And the lecturer, although new to Sun U, is quite good so yeah.

Econs - @.@ @.@ o gosh the study of choices. I need to make a choice to reduce the headache in my head. Anyway, It's really headacheing le, stupid econs. Complicated, then got two lecturer, then have to answer certain style. Both me and Karen went @.@ @.@ Might improve as things go, i'm finally starting to understand it!

Stats - Easiest subject to score, because i've studied it so many times before... and craziest lecturer ever. He threatens to give shock tests, reduce marks here and there, goes with wise-cracks and so on. The one teacher i don't want to know my name (but he does already...) uh oh. Anyways, words can't describe this lecturer, so i'll just follow Hui Mei's words and go "best teacher".

Law - LOL my favorite subject ever, law. Contract law is awesome, there are so many ways to do law. Love law. And the lecturer is outgoing and very friendly so yeah my fav subject no question.

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So 2 weeks have passed, what about my friends i've made?

Weeee Kim Hong - The outgoing superfast guy of the group who is a Sun U senior (not a Vic U) and thus knows how it operates. My life saviour, he showed me a lot of stuff and how it operates, i think i would still have been lost in Sun U if not for him, thanks a lot!

Casey - The studying person, he's the type who doesn't game, who studies a lot... you know, all that stuff. Nothing much to say here i think... (Except that he probably studies a lot and still fails... i think...)

Dwayne - A cigar-smoking person from Brunei, he's probably the only one who knows what he's talking about in dota compared to the rest of my new friends. He's the oversleeper, the skipper, the gamer, and so on. hehe

Tommy / Three other guys - My lunch mates, eat lunch with them, chat with them, and so on. Normal.

Zi Yang / Karen / Wai San / Shu Xian - Econ Group mates, of which i'm the leader. Zi Yang is part of my lunch mate gang, so quite well with him. Karen deserves a full paragraph or two dedicated to her, so she's probably coming in second last. The other two, nothing much to say.

Foong Yik, Chloe - Prefers me to call her by her chinese name @.@ anyway my stat assignment partner, she saved me once already :P Think it's going to be fun working with her.

Tin-Tin, Chu-chu - A pair of girls sitting next to me in lecture, they're really fun to mix with (and they call me by ming ming ><) too bad not same Tut/Prac though! Adrian / his gang - Another bunch of guys sitting next to me during lecture, they're the questioning type >< Not much to say here

Kenneth - The only one who followed me from ICPU here... and the same as ever. Still quite annoying lol. Also a damn chunted dota kaki (but prefers FTZ... and no free time together for dota anyway...)

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Karen - O dear where do i start. I think i'll begin by the name. Her english name is Karen. Well i just said it so duh anyway. Her chinese name... is Lim Ming Ying.

HONESTLY!?

So continuing on, we've known each other for like 1-2 weeks and we're pet siblings already (50% name 50% same attitude XD)... she's an anime fan, she's one year younger than me, she's going to take her driving license soon (if i remember correctly), she has a bf, we mix with each other a lot... You know this sounds very very familiar indeed.

Yup, Amelia, it's like looking at what happened during college.

So, onto the good points, it's like Amelia all over again. Onto the bad points? It's like Amelia all over again.

She's fun to mix with, and my fridays (those that i don't skip :P) are booked eating lunch with her. We've helped each other over questions, we have some same classes, and she said she wanna follow my tutorial signups next sem because mine looks so easy (actually it does look easy come to think of it compared to hers)...

Bad points... if this 3 months follows what college did... i hope it's not going to happen but it's like deja vu...

Well... i said i wanted to change my fate / future. I guess i'll change my past first.

Besides... my love life is static :P not hopeless like last time.

And Karen, if you read this, i'll tell you the whole story one friday all right (:

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Last and most, most important

Hui Mei!!!!

We see each other during mondays and wednesday, at which we'll try and poke/punch/stab each other. She pontengs mondays and brings me along, i ponteng fridays and bring her along. She teases me about her Thur / Fri (no class!!!), i tease her about my monday (SHORT CLASSSSS, ok so it's not as good but T_T). We sms each other during class, and so on...
Well, our schedules are really different though so @.@ hahaha doesn't matter la at least i have a close friend in uni!

Soooo
End of post for now. 1 Am, kinda time to sleep, and if someone managed to read through this wall of text, congrats!

Krixie / Krixa / Krixia / Krixi (all my Dragonica Character names rofl) signing off... but with one last note of knowledge here.

I think only a dumb person wouldn't know that Krixa / Krixie is obviously related in some way, but this poor guy didn't know and i think he's paying the price.

Of course, given that Krixa is the female version of Krixie, i could easily lie that i'm his sister :D :D

So signing off, cya!

Shoutouts

2009-07-27T02:02:00.000-07:00

Firstly, to Amelia, Lynn, and Lianne, don't worry about me. This time, I know what I'm doing, and I won't be getting hurt...

Just take care of your own lives and be happy. I'm no longer suffering, i'm enjoying.

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To Hui Mei, Worm, Hong, you guys are seriously the best. :P (Ok i sound a bit emo here now)

But still, i'm really enjoying the time we have together.

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I'm still trying to figure out why I sleep /faint /blackout in class, maybe it was because i was really tired today?

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Anyway, i really don't have much to blog about for now... Nothing much extraordinary going on. So cya!

Uni is so darn tiring

2009-07-26T18:34:00.000-07:00

At least, i think it is. Given that i don't really have that much stamina without sweets after all, uni is more tiring to me then others :P

Anyway, Fri/Sat/Sun was so fun (yes i skipped fri)

Orientation + other matters

2009-07-14T15:58:00.000-07:00

So erm, orientation in 2 hours... i guess i woke up too early...

Ok i lied. I didn't sleep the whole night :P

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Amelia >< thanks.

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I wonder what the ICPU people would think when they see what happened to me and lianne recently...

But she's a strong girl, and i'm overly stubborn, so who cares.

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And thanks to you all for the dinner / supper.

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@.@ @.@ @.@ I hate it when I don't know what's going on lol @.@ @.@ @.@

Makes me feel helpless

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Then again, i'm confident.

So, end of a random crazy blog post (i hate blogger lag btw)

Sorry for the long long break

2009-07-03T14:57:00.000-07:00

But i was too lazy to log in. Anyway, since it's been a long time, i'm going to update with quite a lot of random stuff, seperated by

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1) Uni starts in 13 days time. Goddamn, i wish it was faster a bit :p Been inactive too long.

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2) I was eating McD chicken, and wondering why it's not easy for me to eat it. Then i remembered that i was comparing myself to a girl who ate the bones as well.

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3) I'm confused, jealous and happy. That's 3 emotions. Surprisingly, it can be said in one single word.

Weird.

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4) I'm addicted to Draconica. Help.

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5) Everything logical tells me that there is still a chance, that i shouldn't be giving up.

So why is my instinct telling me it's probably another destroyed chance.

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6) Lianne i probably need to talk to you ASAP but you'll be quarantined i think once you come back from Aussie or something, hopefully i can find you on msn but i'm too busy playing Draconica so hopefully I'll remember.

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7) Hui mei's house is so comfy i'm going to miss it.

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8) My inbox is being spammed by emails because my mum used it as her personal address, now i get all sorts of work related emails help.

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9) I wanted to have a normal life, but i fear i forgot what normal actually means.

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So yeah, 9 different things for me to blog about, it's been a long time ><

And P.S: Apparantly someone uploaded my dancing video on facebook, so shit. Now that so long has passed it's quite embarassing.

...

2009-06-12T09:03:00.001-07:00

but i don't like spamming T_T

Lesson

2009-06-11T05:17:00.001-07:00

Ok... so onto how to play this game...

"Banana!"

"Monkey want Banana!"

Lesson: You can't teach games if everyone is laughing.

Lol

2009-06-02T13:07:00.001-07:00

As i've been pestering worm with this sentence every day

"I want (censored)"

Lol try and guess.

Erm

2009-05-29T09:51:00.000-07:00

See, it's not that i don't want to update. It's just that what's happening in my life is slightly too sensitive to update about.

So instead, we get 2 pictures!

P.S: Nana, don't kill me :P

Err. Ok.

2009-05-18T11:27:00.000-07:00

Because i haven't updated my blog for a long time, because i don't know what to update...

And because i need to put this somewhere where i can copy+paste it easily

Be a man
We must be as swift as the coursing river
Be a man
With all the force of a great typhoon
Be a man
With all the strength of a raging fire
Mysterious as the dark side of the moon

Hmmm

2009-05-02T13:09:00.000-07:00

I wish i could go on a small adventure some day

Playing ffX is seriously

mind-boggling

Unfortunately, it's imposhibible, it's imposhibible

Oh my god i can't believe this

2009-04-30T08:53:00.000-07:00

Dear all!

Congratulations! You have been selected as a cast member in the new

Malaysian musical, KAKI BLUE.

Please study the attached rehearsal schedule and revert to us by Monday 6pm, latest, with your bad days.

Definition of a bad day: A bad day is when you cannot possibly attend the listed rehearsal session.

Example of a bad day: Prior work or exam committment. Something of a very serious nature. Attending your cousin, sister, brother's birthday does not count!

Please be advised that if you have too many bad days you will not be able to join the cast.

Have fun studying the rehearsal schedule. For those who need parental approval, please discuss with your parents.

Faridah Merican

I actually managed to entered? I'm not dreaming right?

AAAAAAA I'm not dreaming!!! Yay Yay Yay :D :D :D :D :D

Please do come and see the show! It runs from 30th July-16th August! I will provide more info once I find out the details :D

Since someone asked

2009-04-28T02:30:00.001-07:00

I finished my canadian program at Taylors 4 months ago in December, and i'm starting my Victoria U course in Sunway in July.

Sorry to those who didn't know that.

Stupid barbers Stupid saloons

2009-04-20T01:05:00.000-07:00

You tell the saloon lady to cut your back and sides, and leave the fringe. Guess what?

She cuts away everything, and tells you she left one strand of the fringe left.

Shit.

I want my fringe back ><

What i have been doing all this time

2009-04-14T02:16:00.000-07:00

So all this time i've been claiming hibernating, but in truth i was playing :D

So what was i doing anyways?

Well, introducing Team Jane and it's members, Amelia the Prinplup and Chikorita!

Ridiculously fun game that i've been playing for 14 hours, keeping me late up at nights, making me not wanting to sleep. :D
P.S: It's more then 14 hours, since my first game, Team Krixstalixie with Amelia the Pikachu and Turtwig was destroyed when my com was reformatted (Poor Pikachu).

So, here are some pictures of this game!

1: A Silver Rank team, in front of Temporal Tower.
2: In front of Wigglytuff's guild, the home base. Welcome home.
3. Saving game. Please wait a moment... :P
5. Amelia and Chikorita posing next to Lapras. Look at Chikorita jumping :D
6. Apples, mmmm. Along with a big apple, the food to eat while exploring dungeons! Standing behind Amelia and Chikorita are the temporary members of Team Jane, Larvitar and Seviper.

On my next playthrough, i'll be introducing more pictures in the game :D Stay tuned for Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Time :D

P.S: Before you people comment, i've been using Amelia for any Pokemon Related Game before college.

All right, I guess i'll finally say what happened.

2009-04-11T13:15:00.000-07:00

As all my "dear" Dahlian friends should know, there has been a rumor spreading around recently about me abandoning my school friends to be with my college friends. Well, i admit what i said could be interpreted wrongly, and now i'll say what i really meant.

I AM ABANDONING NOT ALL MY FRIENDS, BUT 1 PARTICULAR ONE. HIS NAME IS LEE DERK HUA.

You freaking insulted my college friend while we were talking on skype. That was the reason why i turned away from you.

Again, i state it. FROM YOU.

Not everyone.

I intended for this to be kept between the few of us. I'm not caring any longer.

If anyone believes this rumor, go ahead. Honestly. If you actually believed this rumor, i'm not really caring. I trust that the people who know me won't even believe 1% of it.

Pika... Destruct!

2009-04-10T09:07:00.000-07:00

o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o
o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o

o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o
o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o

o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o
o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o

o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o
o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o

o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o
o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o oo^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o o^_^o

It looks cute though.

Boo.

2009-03-27T12:18:00.000-07:00

I'm bored, unhappy, and lonely.

How long will the curse of being alone last?

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2009-03-19T13:26:00.000-07:00

I wish i could blog about that.

But nah.

To my sisters: I'm still supporting you all.

Insecurities

2009-03-18T00:54:00.001-07:00

All of us are insecure in our own ways, right?

*Just wondering :P*

When making instant noodles

2009-03-06T08:32:00.000-08:00

So it was raining.

As i was making instant noodles for lunch, seeing the cup noodles reminded me of something.

"Me wan tomyam"

With a smile, my day was brightened.

Ouch.

2009-03-04T07:14:00.000-08:00

Getting stabbed in the back hurts, much more then i can describe.

And yet, because of that rumor, i'm moving ahead.

Screw you all.

P.S: O, and that rumor will never come true.
There's one i will never turn against (:

Memories

2009-02-13T07:07:00.000-08:00

"A happy-go-lucky boy that doesn't get angry or sad at anything" a statement made by my friend (and cousin-to-be) 5 years ago.

... How i wished i was like the person back then...

So many things have happened in those 5 years, new friends, new emotions... new goodbyes...

I love reading. Anyone who knows me will know that. For some reason, i prefer reading to anything else.

And i cry anytime there is a goodbye or death in the book... especially if it's sentimental...

I just can't get it out of my head... not meeting friends for so long... It affected me throughout 2008. I struggled for 9 months (my college time) to continue with life, to laugh and to enjoy it. Only with the help of friends (the 3 of you know who you are), did i manage to recover.

Recover? Well, partially. I still miss her, i still do. And although i'm not as bad as before, it still does affect me. But there's nothing i can do except to wait...

Distance sucks.

P.S: A quote from someone i know and trust and love very much: "You're just very good at disguising it".

~happy?

2009-02-07T09:08:00.000-08:00

Ah well, solved some things. Started some new ones.

>< I turned against my old friends, because of what i learned.
I destroyed my past life, because of what i remembered.
I broke my mind, because of my pride.

And yet, I'm not sad. I'm not unhappy.

I know that i won't be able to mix with them anymore.

I didn't care.

I'm back in control of my life.

... now, it's just the trip to the hospital.

So erm, things are screwed up currently.

2009-02-02T12:09:00.000-08:00

"I need to do this alone."

"No one has to do anything alone, you know."

"Ok, i'll change my statement. I want to do this alone."

Ok, so i'm not going to say what is screwed up. I'll just put it here that i'm a total idiot for letting things go this bad.

And yet, i have to fix things before March.

I'll do anything I can to make things... not right, but at least better.

It's for the only family i ever had.

This post is going to be...

2009-01-17T05:11:00.000-08:00

Dedicated to two people.

One is Lianne Letitia Ritchie, Ex-Malaysian.

I've known you since college started, you were my first college friend, and my best.

I would say a lot more here, but well... we both know it already. I seriously hope to see you online soon!

"Salutes the valedictorian"

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The other is Josephine, March Intake SAM, Penang-ian.

Because if you ever read this blog, you should know the truth of one day.
Remember the day when i said that someone in class brought the whole class down? And you cheered me up?

Well... thanks. Because that someone in class... was me.

Thank you.

P.S: You better call me if you come back to Selangor!

Errr... this is kind of stupid but...

2009-01-07T01:35:00.000-08:00

I want those nightmares back.
Heck, i want those weird dreams back.

It's better then not being able to sleep at all T_T

So much for complaining that i have horrible nightmares. I'll accept them over not being able to sleep.

Honestly T_T I wanna sleep T_T.

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P.S: I'm starting to hate one aspect of myself. The way i make her angry all the time.

Sigh... I just want to stop trying...

So about me being off for so long

2009-01-03T00:44:00.000-08:00

It's because my com was fused on Christmas. And stupid repair shops were closed for christmas.

O, and now they tell me they need 1 more week for my com, so i'm using my bro's com instead for now. Wonderful.

So Christmas was uneventful, New Year was boring. Yup, same ol same ol.

Boring...

I hate this...

2008-12-21T21:20:00.000-08:00

And yet i promised her, so there's nothing i can say. It's just that...

It's been far too long honestly... And yet, if possible, i don't ever want to find out...

Nah. I think what Lynn said was true.

It's time to go and find out for myself...

The truth hurts, but still. I think it's time i found out the truth for myself, not for others.

It's almost over...

2008-12-20T05:54:00.000-08:00

Today's the final day of the UCDota...

There's still CF and NT left...

:D

..

2008-12-10T01:50:00.000-08:00

As the pain flew through my heart, i tried to scream.

Instead, i bit down on my tongue as hard as i could, stifling it.

How long will this body last?

That's just me, right

2008-12-06T20:28:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry if i worried anyone.

Looking back, I know that even if i turned time back, even if i could redo all my decisions, i would still be here.

Because all my life, my decisions have been based upon that one golden line.

And if i break it... that's when...

But then again, I'll never.

So don't worry about me.

Because honestly, as long as I don't break that line, i'll be all right.

P.S: Thanks to all those who worried though, i appreciate it (:

I hate titles

2008-12-04T00:12:00.001-08:00

If you forget, i won't be disappointed. Nope.

I'll just hunt you down wherever you go.

Remember that.

A weird fact about me

2008-12-03T03:28:00.000-08:00

Somehow it's normal for me to find a way to hurt myself at the end of the year.

And although it doesn't hurt as much as before, somehow somewhere it still hurts, albeit slightly.

:D

2008-11-29T00:50:00.001-08:00

I'm too lazy to update my template for now.

So too bad :P

6 more days to go...

2008-11-28T03:40:00.001-08:00

O god

4U was not good.
History CCA was not good.

Thursday will be perfect beyond believe.

I'm sure of it.

3 Exams are left.

Let's go.

It's just me

2008-11-24T03:02:00.000-08:00

It's just me who gets overworried about things.

O, and i removed the music. Lol.

Back to life again.

2008-11-19T02:46:00.000-08:00

Life is like an emotional roller-coaster.

Yeah i'm not going to explain this statement.

But still :D

Now that i'm finally free...

2008-11-12T04:59:00.000-08:00

Well, now that i'm finally free, i decided to write this whole thing out.

My college friends

I realized it's so much easier for me to go by class, so i'll do that. (A few people get more then 1 mention, otherwise, they go in the class they matter the most)

Period 1: English4U. (8-9.15) Teacher: Mr. Ben

1. Jonathan

Up till the end of college, you're still one of the most dependable friends ever. You take ever situation calmly, and you do things once you know how it will work out. Honestly, if there's a person suitable for the student council post, it's you. That said, you're a really good friend as well (:

2. Vinesh

As the person who is the first to see me either sleeping or playing an invisible piano (cough cough, oops), you've been a very good friend throughout the semester. And thanks for the trial play :D
You think of a lot of ingenious stuff, and well, jokes and talks a lot.

3. Deanna

Another girl sitting at the opposite end of class, the only reason we got to know each other was because of Rixie. Not that i'm complaining. A girl sharing the love for Animes, and well, dislike for literature lol.
You're the one who always laugh, whether it be in the worst kind of situations or normal places. You're the one who brings my mood up (:

4. Elizabeth

The other "dumb one" as we termed ourselves for taking Law, History, and English4U together. Which means 3 essays due in 4 days lol. But for some reason, we got through it (:
Anyway, you're another dependable girl who has never skipped class (crazy), and despite everything gets everything done on time. I'll miss you when you go back to Melaka...
Thanks for the 5 months of friendship (:

5. All the rest of you

Yup (:

Period 2: Challenge and Changes in Society (9.15 - 10.30). Teacher: Mr. G

1. Amelia

After what happened, how can you not be top here (: You're erm...
violent
weird
mean
cruel
And yet you're such a good friend... nah screw friend. You've been a very dear sister to me. :D
And you're the one responsible for destroying my notebook (with texts) but i'll let that slide given that he doesn't check it anyway.
We'll keep in touch forever, we know that (:

2. AP

So erm, this girl is weird is many different senses. She's absent-minded (O god at that air-con controller instead of handphone), she does anything weird when she's bored (stacking highlighters, much to our laughter behind), and she skips around 40 minutes of the 75 minutes everyday. Despite this setback (lol), she's still a crazy one who keeps the fun and laughter up.

O, and i can never remember your real face unless i'm looking at you, because when i think of you I think of "Chibi AP", as termed by Amelia. Honestly.
Which is why the only adjective i can give to you is "cute". Even when you're going "CCA go die CCA go die CCA go die CCA go die".

P.S: You and Amelia are probably the only reasons why i'm actually going for this class (:

3. Pamela/May/Jon/Sarvesh

These 4 people sitting behind me are all friendly, fun and can talk. I'm sorry I can't put much words in here, but all of you help to keep this class interesting (which I find it hard), and in group talks we make a good gang (:

4. Everyone else.

Period 3: Canadian and International Law. (10.30 - 11.45) Teacher: Mr.Hanna

P.S: Say hi to the defense team (:

1. Hwee Lynn (Chief Defense Lawyer)

Well, after so long of knowing each other, we're finally in the same class. And well, you've been awesome. I just cannot find the words to describe you, apart from being a good and well, awesome friend.

2. Amelia (Defense Team)

How many times have we tried to stab each other in Law? How many times did we steal each other's Tic-Tacs? I can't count anymore.
Over the months, we've become such close friends until we're almost siblings... Until I never want us to seperate...

3. Pei Fang (Defense Team)

Yeah, apparently, the defense team was rigged and we had both the DJrians together. She's the one who will try and counter all my arguments when i'm presenting, and according to her words "for the sake of it". The down-to-earth "mature" girl that is the one who keeps the calm in the team.
Somehow, even extremely different people can be close friends (:

4. Brandon (Jury)

Goodbye Mr.Messy. Despite the fact that you're trying to be a bad boy, you're probably the most good among the group we're in. The only one who actually brings his text-book, and well, up till the end we're solid friends.

5. Damien (Court Clerk)

I know, I know, I'm the youngest at our table (the only 18 years old lol), but age doesn't matter in friendship. He's the slightly gay anti-gay guy. Don't ask lol.
The one who sees me "sleeping" in law class, but ends up finding that i heard more then him. Gosh.

6. Everyone else.

This class is a bomb, and if i wrote everyone, i would be writing almost forever. Shoutouts to Mehdi, AP, Elizabeth, Liberata, Liann, Abdi, Shakina, the list goes on and on. Thanks for the awesome times we had. (And i can't wait for the trial)

Period 6: World History. (2.15 - 3.30). Teacher: Mr.Hanna

This is dedicated to the people sitting in the group. As such, there will be no numbering, as everyone is equal.

Hexen - The girl who doesn't know who Batman is. She has a lot of crazy reactions (Sunburn!? How did you know I had a sunburn!?), which sometimes lead to both laughter and pain (Ming Han, you nearly killed me!!!). Good luck for your next sem, and we'll call you if we ever land up in Penang!

Julia -
Typical conversation:
Me: Mummy, Amelia is bullying me T_T
Melia: Mummy, Ming Han is bullying me T_T

Lol I don't understand how she puts up with us, but she's probably the fun of the group. I've never seen her angry ONCE, (apart from those pretense anger which usually reverts back to laughter in about 3 seconds), and well, she laughs at everything. If we ever drop by Sarawak, come with us (:

Amelia - How did you even enter our group without teacher caring :D Still, you've added another side to the joy we have in our group :D
And stop dragging Julia away! Stop!!!!

Hykial - The know-it-all Hykial, as long as it's about war. Or Hitler, or Stalin, or war. Uberly sarcastic, and was the one responsible for finding out that Hexen did not know who Batman was. A CoD4 freak (come on, it's war), he probably knows more about weapons, armies, and war stuff then anyone else in ICPU.

Alfred - Batman's butler. The one who never pays attention, and who refuses to answer any questions. He's the calm one of the group, and is normally the one picked upon by the rest of us (especially Hykial).

Jeremy - Older, with piercings, he looks like the gangster of the group. But honestly, he's also a really really good friend. But there is a 10% absent rate lol.
Another wise-cracker in the group.

Honestly, History class is the bomb, and is the class which i'll come for every single time. (Unless i don't even come to college). Everyone here are wonderful.

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Overall?

First off, to the three people who changed my life dramatically and beneficially

1. Amelia
Thanks to you, my last worry was completely destroyed. You thought me that real friends will always be together, and that they'll never separate. You also thought me how to care for others, something which i forgot how to over the years. I hope we see each other over and over again throughout the years.
I'll be waiting after exams (:

2. Lianne
The one who taught me about college life, who made me understood why I was different. Not that I cared about being different. Throughout the entire year you've been such a good friend that I'll miss you so much when you go to Australia. After all, despite our differences, we had so many similar problems, and speaking with you made me realize so many different things.
Also, should i call you sensei as well? :P

3. Hwee Lynn
The final one who made me understood. I'll remember what you told me throughout my entire life, and it's thanks to you that I'm finally recovering from my secondary school horrors. I'll never forget what you told me, and I hope we'll be good friends forever (:

And for the next? Honestly, I can't say. Everyone else were all such good friends, I'm really sad that my college life is almost coming to an end. But since we're friends, we'll see each other again, right (: After all, I can't be afraid anymore.

Thank you everyone.

A bit more...

2008-11-09T17:45:00.000-08:00

There's the unit 4 assignment... there's the english presentation, there's the mock trial.

Then i'm done!!!!

Who cares about exam in ICPU, all i have left is 1 week more of work...

Then i can finally return back to my life.!

Tired...

2008-11-08T11:01:00.000-08:00

Yawn...

Stupid CCAs... i'm taking a rest now so i have time to blog a bit...

Ehehe... all my emotional problems solved, as i told julia. I guess now i finally know what to do.

It's going to be another hell of a ride. But i'm better prepared. I know what i'm want to do.

It's both stress-relieving... and stress-adding i guess. But still.

It's relaxing, for once.

lalaa

2008-11-06T00:42:00.001-08:00

See, i would really love to write a blog post about the people who were the most influental in my college life so far... since col is going to end.

But then i realized. CCAs first.

So goodbye for now :D

2008-11-03T07:11:00.000-08:00

Who was that who said that? Maybe that's true...

Instead of limiting myself until i solve it... maybe i should revert myself back to normal so that it's no longer there...

It's been far too long, actually. Well, i guess my objectives:

1. Throw away my anti-social characteristics. This is going to be hard... but if i made the shell around myself, i can throw it away. No pause, i will throw it away.

2. Regain my emotions. This is going to be a lot harder, honestly. But still... i am a human, not a robot. I will regain them.

Heh actually, maybe that's my only objective.

Still, 8 months in denial... isn't that far too long already?

Man, this isn't myself at all. What was i doing? Honestly.

Ah well. It's probably time (:

But, i'll never forget what you did for me as well. So, like they say. Learn and move on.

I'm sorry to all those which i worried. Really sorry.

Edit: Hehe, but I'll never forget you as well. And the walks we had back together.
Don't worry. The way i cared about you... I'm caring about others as well now. Not just you.

It's just part of my nature (:

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Edit: Stealing tag from lianne

. YOUR REAL NAME
Lim Ming Han
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus nizzle)
Limnizzle
3.YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav colour and fav animal)
Red Fish
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and the street you live on)
- (Stupid malaysian roads)
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Hanli
6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (color of your underwear, favorite candy )
Brown Chocolate
7. YOUR JAPANESE NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name )
Inmiimhan
8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Lucky

Boo

2008-11-01T10:34:00.000-07:00

Boooo

Ok that sounded dumb, but i wasn't actually scared at halloween party.
Nor amused by the performances.

I was more amused at the fact that lianne kept poking people with her 2 swords by her side (which were freaking long)

o, and that for some reason we suddenly ate anything we saw. Yeah, we're supposed to have "eating disorders". Go figure.

I bet we both ate enough pizza to finish a box. We ate waffles, A LOT OF the Chicken Balls...

I went for the sweet cupcake and the sandwiches, lianne couldn't stand sweet stuff (so sad). The drink was slightly oversweet as well..

but the pizza and the waffles were gobbled up :D

Bottomline - 15 bucks was worth it, becuz we ate enough to worth 25 bucks apiece.

O and my knee still slightly hurts.

1 more week till nov 10... yay/boo yay/boo

<.<

2008-10-30T09:01:00.000-07:00

A long time ago, i gave up hope. However...

Certain events have made me hopeful again...

Damn, i'm dumb for being hopeful. But i guess it's still my choice to wait.

To wait for a miracle that can never happen.

"If wishes come true, fairy tales won't exist" quote from Xuan, a long time ago.

And yet... i'll continue wishing.

4 more months...

2008-10-29T22:40:00.000-07:00

4 more months till February... goddamnit!

All i have to do is to stop thinking about her... but i freaking can't! I swore i will, AND I WILL break away from her, ASAP.

So why... so why the hell did i suddenly start crying? WHY?

I want to hate her, but i can't... WHY DID YOU ENTER MY LIFE? WHY!????

I'm not running away anymore, i'm looking at you straight in the fact, but i still cannot get over it.

It's been 8 months since you started to torture me, it's been 8 months since i stopped caring about my personal life. It's been 8 months since i got a good night's sleep. It's been 8 months since the nightmares started.

IT"S BEEN 8 MONTHS SINCE YOU DISAPPEARED. WHY!? GODDAMNIT, WHY!?

HELP HELP HELP HELP

2008-10-26T05:55:00.001-07:00

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

WHY THE HELL DID MY COM DIE AT A TIME LIKE THIS

@ Lynn, Pei Fang, Dianna, Elizabeth, .... ANYONE IN ENGLISH CLASS

IF I DON"T GET BACK MY COM, I NEED HELP ON HAMLET ESSAY!!!

T_T

O, and Law and History CCA going to be due soon...

HELP HELP HELP

It's true...

2008-10-20T03:38:00.001-07:00

It's true I made this choice on my own.
Which is why I'm going to see it till the end. Who knows? Maybe even until the end of our lives, I'll still be sticking to it.

Even if you forget about it.

Introducing Period 6 History!

2008-10-16T02:21:00.000-07:00

Introducing Period 6 History Class!

Btw, all of these were candid shots (With a few exceptions), so don't blame me if you can't see them properly (:

Mr Hanna, our teacher!

First attempt...

Fail.

Second...

Success!

Introducing Amelia Reina Rixena Rixie!

Look at them emoing. Seriously. Shafiq (Left) and Ken (Right)

Fiq, Ken, and a Hand.

Ken, May (The one hiding). She's also the owner of the hand.

Sarah. Yeah she caught me.

Alex. Poser :P

Hexen. Honestly, what? Looks like she was posing unconsciously.

Awesome picture of Alfred. Look at how blur the background is (:

This time the subject is blur, as Hykial attempts to break the focus. Again, Alfred is clear.

Honestly, the most weird picture i took. Meet Julia, who laughs at everything.

Zakwan. Poser sial.

I still need pictures of the following: Ain, Ee Von, Eliz, Esther, Lynnette, Jeremy, and Aryan. Tomorrow's probably a good day...

Two tags at once

2008-10-11T11:56:00.001-07:00

I was feeling really bored, so i'm doing 2 tags at once :D

First one by Rixie!

TAG!
1. Post these rules before you give your facts.
2. List 8 random facts about yourself.
3. At the end of your post, choose 8 people to tag and list their names, linking to them.
4. Leave a comment on their blog, letting them know they're tagged.

Random things about me

1. I'm known as Krixie or Krixstal :D
2. I normally wear a headset even though i have computer speakers
3. I have a red and gold Handphone
4. I don't know whether I like someone :P
5. I game for fun, not to win
6. I prefer Japanese songs rather then English songs
7. I also prefer game musics :P
8. I like old old games

8 People to tag

lianne <3
AP, although chances are she won't take it
Evie, maybe?
Cat, although it's a waste of time
Cat's second blog :D
Lizzie! Kuah?
Lynn! I'll tag your bf while i'm at it :D
Xuannie! If you even read this

And then we have lianne's complicating tag.

Name : Krixie

Sisters : No blood related, but pet sisters i have Rixie, Cat and lianne!

Brothers : one. Yeah.

Shoe Size : Quite big, can't even remember.

Height : Medium, average, i haven't checked for a long time.

Where do you live : In a cosy room in my house. yeah.

Favourite drinks : Ice Lemon Tea. You can't beat it :D Teh O Ais Limau also counts.

Favourite breakfast : Buns, breads, (anything simple and easy to eat)

Have you ever been on a plane? : A few times

Swam in the ocean : Nope

Fallen asleep at school : Err... excuse me? Falling asleep in school is me!

Broken someone's heart : No idea i think.

Fell off your chair : When mr.Sim C T pushed me off my chair in anger. During Form 1.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Nope.

What is your room like : Deliberately left messy.

What's right beside you : My cupboard, my handphone, and a bottle of water.

What is the last thing you ate : egg tarts. <3 egg tarts.

Ever had chicken pox : Can't exactly remember.

Sore throat : to quote lianne: "er, who hasnt?"

Stitches : No idea, can't remember.

Broken nose : Thankfully i don't fall on my nose.

Do you believe in love at first sight : At times <3

Like picnics? : If it's not too hot. If it doesn't rain. If it's cloudy. If it's with friends. If it's without ants. Yeah.

Who was the last person you danced with : Danced... i think the Dance Dance Revolution Machine?

Last person made you smile : Does laugh count? I just laughed my head off during an auctionopoly game.

You last yelled at : Can't remember. I don't exactly yell a lot.

Today did you kissed anyone : Nope.

Get sick : A few times a year... although i don't reveal it. (The last time i did fell sick was a funny matter :P)

Miss someone : I don't know, frankly.

Eat : does candy count? i ate a rock candy 5 minutes ago.

Best feeling in the world : happiness.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Nah...

What's under your bed : Some boxes and a powerplug. O, and a lot of dust.

Who do you really hate : A few people, but i can't exactly put them here right :P

What time : 3.10 AM

5 things I was doing 10 years ago :
When i was 8... standard 2...
# Playing music with my ocarina.
# wonder what's the meaning of study
# understanding and loving maths
# Rush around happily
# Find the Teacher's office

5 things on my to-do list today :
Erm... at 3.11 AM...
# Sleep. First things first.
# Update the mafia... as usual.
# Email Mr.Ben
# Get more sleep.
# Do something which always slips my mind when i need to do it.

5 snacks I enjoy :
# chocolate. Number 1.
# Mamee Monster. :P
# ICE CREAM ICE CREAM ICE CREAM
# Some sort of rock candy in my fridge.
# Tic-Tac

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire :
# Pay back my family's house mortgage.
# Get a car.
# Start looking for more education.
# Bring a girl out for a date :P
# Organize a holiday!

5 of my bad habits :
# Sleeping in class. Nuff said.
# Teasing others. I just can't help it.
# Trying to hug Rixie. She keeps pushing me away T_T
# Sleeping in front of Rixie. She keeps reminding me it's bad.
# Skipping LAN. I know we shouldn't...

5 places I have lived/stayed a night in :
# My own room?
# Genting
# Australia
# America
# Out on the balcony. It was perfect until it started raining.

5 things I will do after completing what I'm busy with :
you mean normally? hm...
# Sleep
# Think of more stuff to do
# Start playing games
# Think of more stuff to burn
# Brainstorm

I tag :
# Rixie!!!!
# AP
# Cat. Doubt she'll do it. But still.
# Evie. If she reads this blog.
# Lizzie, Kora!

Ok done yay

Stupid dream

2008-10-05T00:11:00.001-07:00

Stupid dream... when i woke up from it i remembered the day which i nearly cried in college because of a girl.

<.< I never want to remember that day again...

Bang!

2008-10-02T11:41:00.000-07:00

Bang!
Mancato!
Bang!
Barrel!

Bang Bang Bang Bang Bang Bang Bang.
Outlaw!
Renegade!
Outlaw!

Lol don't ask. Memories from Monday. We need another get-together like that.

Never Ever

2008-10-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

Never ever liken me to something waiting again.

Because i can't wait anymore.

Even if I have to wait, i'll do something, to make the waiting shorter.

Whoops

2008-09-25T17:54:00.001-07:00

Damn it's been a long long time since i posted.

But guys, don't you all think the concept of a Half-Beard Pirate was seriously cool. Geez.

Well anyways, to all the Blueserverians, UC Pro (Which is blueserver V4) is expected to be out in about 3 days (Beta Version of course). It will support Starcraft and Counter-Strike as well, and it's going to be lead by 4 teams (And you guys probably know i'm of the Forum Teams).

We can probably register new nicknames, and while it's one account per email, it's probably not using Streamyx so relax at it. (I'm there is Krixstal, what do you expect :D)

For the forumers, the forums are coming up... and for the mafia fans, everything is going well. Really well. I have all the names of the people who registered, and all you have to do is confirm it. (I will probably verify it).

So don't worry guys, everything is going as planned.

Also finally, the old forums ARE going to be demolished, too bad :D

With that, i'm going back to my original life.

It's tiring to take care of someone, and double it when you're trying to take care of two at once (: But still, it's probably worth it.

_ _ _ _ _ (5 letters) is cute. Seriously cuuteeee. <3 But she's mean. Well, at times i guess.

Got most of my homework done (for once) lol. But still have those damn essays coming up. Sigh. Stupid essays.

Well, that's probably it for now, I am retiring to class.

Interesting Survey.

2008-09-20T08:30:00.000-07:00

You Are A:

Neutral Evil Human Ranger.

Detailed Results:

Alignment:
Lawful Good ----- XXXXXXXX (8)
Neutral Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (18)
Chaotic Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXX (12)
Lawful Neutral -- XXXXXXXXXXX (11)
True Neutral ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (21)
Chaotic Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (15)
Lawful Evil ----- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (15)
Neutral Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (25)
Chaotic Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (19)

Law & Chaos:
Law ----- XXX (3)
Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13)
Chaos --- XXXXXXX (7)

Good & Evil:
Good ---- XXXXX (5)
Neutral - XXXXXXXX (8)
Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXX (12)

Race:
Human ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13)
Dwarf ---- XXXXXXXX (8)
Elf ------ XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Gnome ---- XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Halfling - XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Half-Elf - XXXXXXXXXXX (11)
Half-Orc - XX (2)

Class:
Barbarian - (-2)
Bard ------ (-2)
Cleric ---- (-8)
Druid ----- XXXX (4)
Fighter --- (-2)
Monk ------ (-21)
Paladin --- (-21)
Ranger ---- XXXXXXXX (8)
Rogue ----- (-4)
Sorcerer -- XXXX (4)
Wizard ---- XX (2)

So I am clearly NOT lawful (I always thought of myself as Chaotic though).
I knew i wasn't good, but well, i thought i was neutral.

I would have preferred being a half-elf, but i guess i am a human :D

And ranger... that's quite weird. I was thinking Druid. Clearly not fighter, CLEARLY NOT PALADIN/MONK because i'm neither lawful or good, i always assumed myself to be a bardic type actually.

Weird.

http://easydamus.com/character.html

But loving this :D

(: Deciding :)

2008-09-18T20:05:00.001-07:00

It looks like Krixie decided with a flower, and blood running down his hand.

"And what is our answer"

"I can't tell you"

"Why not"

"You'll find out"

"how soon?"

"During history."

Troubles?

2008-09-17T01:08:00.000-07:00

"You know just as much as I do that it's no use waiting anymore. Why do you still do it then?"

"Because I know I didn't try my hardest, in the end i still didn't give it my best"

"Why do we keep tormenting ourselves after this long?"

"Because it was our choice"

"Why do we not switch?"

"Because we still regret after all this while"

"Why don't we let go of the past?"

"Because we cannot"

"Why are we still stuck?"

"Because we're dumb."

"And what is your final answer?"

"I do not know, yet."

"You know the question?"

"I do."

"I'll wait for our answer."

"And I'll get one."

Extra Extra

2008-09-14T08:30:00.001-07:00

So, this will be a jumbled like post but

Firstly, nice blogskin eh? To be honest, i did some editing with the Krixie/Rixie (O god, Rixie is so going to kill me for this). But still, it's so darn freaking cute :D

Well, my poster is almost completed (Pandas for Peace). Before i signal my leave from this world with Rixie coming after me, i'll take pride in the fact that this actually caused AP to show emotion (first time ever) with her words "Oh my god Amelia he's actually sketching it out!" Yay yay.

Well, i'm signing up for a more reliable site (stolen thanks to Evie, my gratitude) and i'll be uploading a music soon enough.

And i just realized my tagboard had disappeared :D

Also, as treasurer(again, but yay) of P2 of peace-day project, i can't risk walking home for now.

And erm i'm bored i think?

Also, on a really side note, Rixie is currently my princess, and I as her loyal servant will do her bidding (:

Finally, I'm bored and busy. Try and mix that up.

I think that's all? Maybe.

Blog Change!

2008-09-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

In about 1 hours time, this blog will no longer feature momo on the front page.

And i'm bored (:

Whoops

2008-09-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

Com is going haywire :D Ah well, too many modifications i guess.

I mean, look at this.

It's enough to make people scream :D

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Found a new blogskin that really looks awesome, and fits in with my current feelings.

I'm lost.

Super depressed.

2008-09-06T10:00:00.000-07:00

She fell for it.

A torrent website, that changes language based on what country we're in unless you changed the language. And she fell for it.

It was in German.

Goddamn... where are you now? Why can't you say?

Whoops

2008-09-03T23:50:00.000-07:00

I just realized i haven't blogged for some time, but then again, i am tired these days <.<

So i promise when i next post, there will be a new blogskin, and that the post will be quite long.

1U

2008-08-29T09:12:00.000-07:00

But alas krixie forgot to take pictures of rixie and krixie.

The female half of the happy couple couldn't come because she had to go to Malacca, so krixie and rixie went off by bus to KJ where we'll take the bus to 1U. At KJ we actually saw Sally, which was weird but then she explained that she was taking LRT to Taman Jaya. But why didn't Rebecca fetch her back?

So anyways after waiting a long long time we went to 1U! Krixie and Rixie played Time Crisis 4 for fun :D

So whatever it was like a hole in our wallets :D

So anyways Rixie decided she needed a new erm, holder or bag or something. Krixie followed for fun. On the way we saw erm Arixie and Evixie?

Nah i'm kidding we saw Aris and Evie and we said hi but we were in a hurry so.
Also they were walking behind 2 small kids so i thought why did i know them as they were a family but ah well. It was Evie and Aris after all.

So anyways Rixie refused to buy the 10.80 bag, went to toons, (where she was a member) and bought a 13.80 bag which after the discount became 12.something which was still more expensive then the first bag so Krixie was laughing away.

But neways we went to MPH where we emoed looking for books and reading but then Rixie's mum called and Rixie went to find her mum and Rixie dragged Krixie along because Rixie's mum wanted to meet Krixie. Eh?

So while Krixie's screaming, Rixie dragged Krixie to the "usual spot" which apparently was "usual spot A" while Rixie's mum was at "usual spot B". <.<

So anyways we went to "usual spot B" and Rixie introduced Krixie to Rixie's mum and they went off and Krixie went off.

End of the story of Krixie and Rixie in 1U, first time.

Lol.

Wednesday

2008-08-27T03:14:00.000-07:00

I normally don't post about days so often... but this day was so special i had to post about it.

Firstly, the dream. It was so freaking outrageous... and yet did it have a different meaning?

so blablabla came to college politics again some chit-chat and stuff.
Also, dumb songs.

blablabla english, i was really amused at one point, but still, nothing worth talking about lalala.

C&C. Somehow i made history.
It was the other way round. I WOKE AMELIA UP!
lolol that was like the first time ever, she didn't have to wake me up, it was the opposite, i woke her up!
and also i was going around with one sleeve missing but.
And "the groups were evenly distributed" was a freaking lie, because there were like 10 people on our group and 5 people for each other 3 groups. But come on, talking about sexual revolutions?

Edit: Forgot something!
Ok, sarah was talking about south park to christine. what christine replied made me turn around instantly. "What's south park?"

Ouch.

Sarah was "You don't know!?"
Christine: Jon, what's south park?

Jon did face-palm.
If i remember correctly, Pame looked shocked.

Then we tried educating Christine about south park, and sarah asked Mr.G about it :D

Law
Took survey. Blablabla. Hi Sally, why is your survey subjective, it was complicated!
Brandon seems to be missing a few classes. movie. Laughing with lynn over sunday's party, pei fang seemed lost, sorry :D
Then again, pei fang actually collapsed due to hunger so can't blame her, i mean i was talking with liberata, lizzie (it's actually eliz but it's pride and prejudice) and rixie when suddenly she was like falling over <.<

Break 1
Went out to eat with Kimiko/Rixie. It seems that the boys got lost on the way to Asia Cafe. We all ate chicken rice, but different types :D
Rixie paid 5.20 for hers :D

Break 1.5 - 2
Ahhhhhh
Helppp
Ok i was sitting down writing some stuff for the mafia i was gonna organize for my Blueserver Members (awesome!) and a few extra stuff. Saw Hexen behind me looking for a book, chatted with her a bit. She tried to make me take a packet of chocolate which was "full" but unfortunately for her it was open at the bottom and i'm like errr.

So ok sitting down there writing, sent this message to Rixie
SPAM
PAME
ACER
MERA

Two of the words have a wonderful meaning behind it :D

But ok, continued writing, then saw i had a message, looked at it.
"I'm coming over to whack you up right now."
I looked behind.

Believe me, 20 punches from a Twaekwando Black Belt hurts!!!
Hexen who was still picking a book saw the whole thing, and she was like "speechless". After that she gave me some words of advice including "never make a girl mad". Julia was laughing when she heard the story but then again she always laugh so eh...

So ok Rixie (Amelia, for those of you who don't know) said she was skipping history because of her book, so i walked up quite stiff (still hurts) saw Lizzie there and was talking to her. At one point...

She: So where's your happy couple
Me: Still in the library reading
....
Whoops!!!!
Lizzie was like "you admitted it!!! and i'm like nooooo!"

Ok before history started i went to fill my water bottle with the free water dispenser.

Which was where i nearly killed Hexen and myself but.

So the water dispensers have the red tab and the blue tab. I was filling from the blue tab (the nearer one) when Hexen came up and said that the third floor doesn't have water so ok. I filled up and started drinking and she started to fill it up. So she was filling from the blue tab, then she stopped and filled from the red one. And started drinking.

Being the silly guy i filled up from the red tab, which was boiling hot water, next thing i know my bottle felt really hot, i was like "OWWWW" and Hexen was still drinking.

Then she was choking and had to cough it out at the sink and she was like "MING HANNNN YOU NEARLY KILLED ME" and we were laughing our heads off besides the sink, not to mention that i nearly melted my water bottle which would have made it poisoned and stuff. We were laughing quite badly and it was like... 2 mad people at the sink laughing <.<

So while continuing the movie i was wearing my jacket, and i decided to go cold and took out my hands from the sleeves but left it zipped up with the hood on, then i turned the sleeves inside out, so it was like "Look mum, no hands!". Lizzie was laughing her head off, alex was ok... Hexen went "oh my god" and Julia as usual laughed a little (as usual).

Which reminds me of yesterday. We got back our history assignments and Mr.Hanna actually wrote on one of my "picture comments" "Ha ha, very clever of you." It was a painting of a German merchant in London and i wrote "The German looks like London is his home." At first my group was laughing away, then i passed it to Lizzie and she also starting laughing, catching the attention of Rixie and Alex who were wondering, then started laughing their heads off at the comment as well.

I mean, it's not everyday a teacher uses sarcasm on his students!

So this whole week was quite... crazy.

P.S: Sorry Hexen for nearly killing you / Rixie for spamming you :D

It's the wednesday after the holidays...

2008-08-26T21:22:00.000-07:00

And i'm out of money.

Help me i can't go home
I do not have money
Maybe it won't last
I need to borrow
I'm outta cash!

But there is nothing i can do.

Sigh <.<
And i still owe li 15 bucks :D Luckily it's a new month soon...

O, and i'm celebrating merdeka in front of lynn's house :D

Funny...

2008-08-24T01:31:00.000-07:00

The one thing which i wished for a long time ago (form 5) has happened.

Now that it has happened, i wished it never happened. But it's too late.

Ehehe

2008-08-21T10:50:00.000-07:00

Yup, krixstal. It's the organization XIII (Add an X to the name, and change it around) version of the word "stalker".

But welcome!

Also, i'm bored out of my mind (: I'm supposed to be doing my work though. Why am i not?

Maybe because it's just me!

Also: A lot of people are weird.

And: I promise i'll get some pictures soon.

Thus: I hate poetry.

Musicc

2008-08-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

Added music to the blog. To play it, (You have to stream unfortunately), it's below the other blog list.

...

2008-08-19T02:42:00.001-07:00

stop... stop...
go away........

It's the first day of holidays and i got a

2008-08-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

trip to the immigration.

So, after bloody wasting 4 hours doing my passport

Btw, something like this happened.
I had number 1066.
It was number 1065 on the board at 9 (after waiting for 1 hour, i reached at around 7.50) i was like yeah yeah yeah.

Then the workers went for a coffee break.
So 1066 came out at 9.30.

Sigh.

So anyways after that, had to use the same number for the cashier. 1060. 1061. 1062. I was like yay can go home after this.
1063. 1064. 1065.
Yes Yes Yes!
1067.

I nearly screamed but.
So it went something like 1068, 1069, 1070. Coffee Break. 1066.
so that was around 10.

So i paid and everything, and the person told me wait 2 hours then come back and collect passport.

Ah crap.

So went starbucks, ate a muffin, drunk hot chocolate, slept in there for an hour :P
Then walked around in the cool air until 12 then went back collect. Geez.
Also, they had no fan or aircons in the waiting rooms. Screw them.

So i'm tired and sleepy now <.< But i need to be awake until 1.30.

Need to go somewhere to buy the Odyssey... just wonder where...

Just for fun

2008-08-14T22:58:00.000-07:00

This is just for fun, but still.

For each class i have, i'm going to list the top 6 people on my list in the class. Also, a top ten list for people in ICPU.

ENG4U
1. Jonathan Alphonsus - Gosh, i can't believe i'm in a class with you again! Good luck running for student council!

2. Girl sitting behind me who knows my name but i forgot hers - Sorry about that, but you're fun and stuff!

3. Ibraheem - Sarcastic guy, who has a weird accent from America. Hi!

4. Pei Fang - Really cool views, a lot of opinions, also you saw Mr.Ben cry.

5. Pamela - For lending me those notes and well, for cheering pixie up! <3 Trust.

6. Timothy - For once a same class, although we sit so apart!

C&C

1. Amelia/Pixie - STOP WAKING ME UP!

2. Ken - Although i'm sorry i moved away from you, your strange views and opinions were really cool!

3. Pamela - Again, thanks (: Also, we're not discriminating you because you don't speak malay, so cheer up!

4. Ing - For actually accusing me that i made Pixie cry. Why?

5. Kimberli - For being the one who makes the most noise at the round table. You make the tables fun!

6. Rebecca - As far apart, as different, as silent. And thanks for informing my parents that i fell asleep. But still, <3!

Law

1. Pixie - Blablablabla.

2. Brandon - Close friends indeed!

3. Pei Fang - Again, someone from another class. Still, nice arguments against capital punishment. I'll remember you for that.

4. Lynn - Finally a same class, finally i see you as a silent type, finally i can actually recognize you :D Sorry for not recognizing you at times!

5. Elies - Is that how you spell it? But yeah, although you don't like putting the tables together, your views are cool!

6. Lizzie - I know it's meant to be Eliz, but unfortunately it's Pride and Prejudice!

LAN

1. Pixie - Haruhi!

2. Sleep - Very important in life.

3. Alexander - It's good to have a same class with you again (:

4. Sleep - Very important in LAN.

5. Notebook + Pencil - Important to sketch.

6. Puan Norah - Unfortunately the subject is terrible, but you're a really good teacher!

History

1. Julia - No, i'm not starting a family, i was trying to start in February!

2. Pixie - Finally not one. I hope we don't enter the same group, ok? Please Mr.Hanna?

3. Julian - Julia, Julian, why do you sound so similiar? But you're probably the renegade of the class, so cool!

4. Hexen - I'm surrounded by names hard for me to remember, but they're all english names! Although she's the silent one of the table, she's fun to communicate with when the ice breaks!

5. Hykal / Adrian - More like a single person then two, you two are still wonderful people!

6. Alex / Lizzie - A bard says " people who quarrel will fall in love." You two are perfect examples!

ICPU

1. Lianne - She's still top. No exception. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 also i'm sorry i can't go ninjitsu!

2. Pixie - Xie Xie Xie Pix Pix Pix.

3. Lawrence - You're still one of my best friends i ever had in ICPU.

4. Pamela - I'll never forget what you did. Never.

5. Kenneth (Tall one) - I still remember the time in Genting, and also when i was under the illusion that police wanted me!

6. Everyone else. Nuff said?

AAAAAAAA

2008-08-13T08:59:00.000-07:00

I realize my blog nearly died.

So, i just revived it.

My new username (No more momo... How long will it take before i get used to it?) is Winged Stalker, which originated from Cat (thanks!).

Anyways, this whole week had been full of irony, irony, irony, love stories, and irony. O, did i mention irony? I think i did though. 4 times.

But who cares. Life is happy for the present, and since the present is the time which amtters the most, I'm content.

Weee

2008-08-08T23:39:00.000-07:00

This will be a short post.

Someone suggest to me a new username.

Dead dead dead!!!

2008-08-07T17:00:00.000-07:00

Who?

Erm me? Don't know! But a person should be dying of exhaustion if he was sleeping for 14 hours continuous.

Also, i'm getting really close to prove my theory that 29/30 of all Taylors ICPU girls have a relationship already.
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Really close, i might admit.

Also, college is tiring. Tiring. Tiring! (This is called giving pressure to the word)

Mafia tip of the day: have you ever heard of the term "teaming up?" Let's say you are in 1 mafia group. Alone, you cannot outvote the villagers/innocents. What if you formed an alliance with the other mafia group? The innocents cannot even lynch a mafia during the day.

Quotes

2008-08-06T01:56:00.000-07:00

You know, i once stated that i wouldn't let fate get in my way anymore.
And if it does, I'll change it myself.

I will defy them. Even if i have to return to ways i've abandoned.

I'll change fate.

Night night

2008-08-04T14:36:00.001-07:00

So what was i doing blogging at 5.36 AM, 1 hour before the bus arrives at the KJ station?

Maybe it was because i woke up 2 hours 36 minutes ago.
Maybe it was because i slept at 7.30.
Maybe it was because i got a new handphone.
Maybe it was because she's a sleepyhead like me.

No wait, the last one can't be true. I mean, yeah, she is normally asleep 4/7 of the times, but it can't affect the way i sleep right.
I think?
No wait why am i thinking it definately won't.

But anyways, i finished an english essay in about 1/3 the time it took other people to do, so i'm happy!!!

except that it's about 100 words shorter. But still.
I wrote a 1200 word essay (formal, included) in about 1 hour 30 minutes. While playing poker.

While checking my mafia. Lol.
To all blueserverians checking this blog out, i confess that i took the mafia idea from another website, and my 2nd mafia (harry potter) had a few similiar roles. But the roles for first (dota), 3rd (pokemon) and 4th (Mafia) were original!
Albeit not as good, but still. I was planning to make OOTS mafia (5th) but BS closed down lol.

Also, someone please tell me an old PC game that's compatible with XP that's really nice to play (single-player preferable)
I'm gonna exhaust kindgoms: TA: Iron plaque soon.
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Wee club meeting today! How does a college ICPU kid finds time to join a club, i've no idea, but it's a club meeting today!

Back to Blogging

2008-08-03T09:54:00.000-07:00

So I finally have time (AND I AM FREE) to make blogs. Damn, it's been too long though. Screw the template anyways, i've been killing myself making it work.

But first, apologies to Cat for not being able to fill up her tag, i just can't do that this post :D

So, Blueserver is finally closed, and my duties as a moderator and mafia organizer is finally over. Now i can fully commit to having a normal lunch hour :D

I still want to make the template work though <.<

So i only have my Cbox out for now, and god, i think the color won't fit.

And I'm finally getting back my handphone.

Letting go of the past? Yeah... that's what i should do, that's what i think i just did. Did I?

I'll find out. Now.

P.S: Screw bodyguards.