Wednesday, October 29, 2008

4 more months...

4 more months till February... goddamnit!

All i have to do is to stop thinking about her... but i freaking can't! I swore i will, AND I WILL break away from her, ASAP.

So why... so why the hell did i suddenly start crying? WHY?

I want to hate her, but i can't... WHY DID YOU ENTER MY LIFE? WHY!????

I'm not running away anymore, i'm looking at you straight in the fact, but i still cannot get over it.

It's been 8 months since you started to torture me, it's been 8 months since i stopped caring about my personal life. It's been 8 months since i got a good night's sleep. It's been 8 months since the nightmares started.

IT"S BEEN 8 MONTHS SINCE YOU DISAPPEARED. WHY!? GODDAMNIT, WHY!?

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