Memories

"A happy-go-lucky boy that doesn't get angry or sad at anything" a statement made by my friend (and cousin-to-be) 5 years ago.

... How i wished i was like the person back then...

So many things have happened in those 5 years, new friends, new emotions... new goodbyes...

I love reading. Anyone who knows me will know that. For some reason, i prefer reading to anything else.

And i cry anytime there is a goodbye or death in the book... especially if it's sentimental...

I just can't get it out of my head... not meeting friends for so long... It affected me throughout 2008. I struggled for 9 months (my college time) to continue with life, to laugh and to enjoy it. Only with the help of friends (the 3 of you know who you are), did i manage to recover.

Recover? Well, partially. I still miss her, i still do. And although i'm not as bad as before, it still does affect me. But there's nothing i can do except to wait...

Distance sucks.

P.S: A quote from someone i know and trust and love very much: "You're just very good at disguising it".